Currently Listening O [CD & DVD] By Damien Rice Delicate see related

Didnt get up from bed til 5:30pm.

Is there something wrong?

Currently Listening Poses [Bonus Track] By Rufus Wainwright Dark Angel see related

Well everyone I'm now on myspace you should go check it out! "http://www.myspace.com/17969035

Thats right Zach I did it yay for me!

Currently Reading Glamorama By BRET EASTON ELLIS see related

The Stars are our blanket.

Breathe in.

Got in huge fight w/ mother early in the morning

Came to St. Louis

Ate.

Waited til my aunt and uncle and mom and sister where in bed.

Got High

Moon looked beautiful I can see SO many stars its amazing and breathtaking.

Mom Caught me.

Got kicked out of house...again.

"You have to move"she said. Fuck it I'm moving anyway.

About to get even more high

the BAM!!! Lost Pipe...

God forbid my great grandmother sees the pipe at the family picnic the next day.

Awhile...later.........Found pipe while I was rolling in the grass.

Breathe Out.

1 week til I fly to Olympia, WA.

P.S. Egos should be illegal.

Currently Reading Haunted By CHUCK PALAHNIUK see related

"All Hail The Heartbreaker"
I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise

But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far

I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind shows me that
You are "just another girl"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you'd know how I feel

But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far

I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin

I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin

I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
With words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up

So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
All hail the heartbreaker

God Bless Insomnia.

Breathe in.

Breathe out.

Enjoy Life.

-Lloyd-

Relationships Die.         - Check

 Friends Leave.             -Check

 Going Insane.               -Check